Monday, February 6, 2012

Turning Point

In my whole life, there wasn't really a big change. I live my own life everyday and enjoy it. The biggest change that I would've done probably was to decide to become a person that would be more "under radar", unlike what I usually am. Before, I socialize and chat too much with many people, but after I've known that our school is actually a "dangerous" place, and if you act too conspicuously in this school, you'll either get backstabbed by people that are "supposed" to be your friends, but secretly dislike you, or unless you have strong supporters behind you, you would be taken down by others. I've realized it early enough since something similar to what I've described happened to me. Even though in a way it's kind of a bad thing that it happened to me, but since I realized early enough, I'm now leaving that role of being conspicuous to the new people that came into our school and knowing that it's better to have little friends, but all of them true, other than having a lot of "friends" that secretly says bad things about you when you don't realize. The turning point would obviously be when I got backstabbed by one of the people that I thought was my best friend. I used to tell her all my secrets, but when she backstabbed me, I realized how scary this place is. If I didn't realize it when that incident happened, I guess I'd be in a very bad condition right now. Probably not having the true friends that I have right now and not even the "friends" that fake a smile in front of you and says bad things about me behind. 

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